now I really hate my self that I can't hear what my labmates said in chinese.
hey Bo Hung, why did u never call my name? why did you guys, only talk to me via MSN when we're at the same place? I know some people said you are too shy so speak english. but,, huaaaaaaaaaaa...... I'm so sad of this..
I never knew what they laughing about. I never knew what they share about.
so sad inside.
I become someone else when I'm in MY OWN LAB. not someone who cheer up situation, not someone who make a lot of jokes.
even quite hard to smile here T.T
I can't feel those comfortness that make me feel like I am a part of them.I can't feel that they are my new family..
This time I hate my my self as much as I can. I want to be a real part of this lab.
don't be sad darla..berarti kamu harus belajar sdikit bnyak bhasa mereka..kamu harus brani..sapa tw dgn kmu deket ma mreka kmu malah bisa blajar bnyak hal dr mereka kan??^^
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